a 26 year teenage existential dilemma…
one step forward
So, I’m sure most people know that emotions can feed on each other; its easy to get depressed about being depressed, or become anxious about being anxious (for anyone familiar with me and my past blogs, yes, I’m lame, and totally quoting Zefrank again.) Anyway, this weekend was kind of like that, one day of emotional exhaustion became an entire weekend of emotional exhaustion, and that’s been a really good thing it turns out.
Of course, I’m smug, so I have to point out that I’m now two for two on being right that people view me with the wrong frame of reference, and sadly infer some really bad (and altogether wrong and untrue) conclusions because of it.
In a lot of ways, I’m excited, and its a refreshing feeling since its something I’ve not felt in a long time, and of course I’m also relieved to finally have some catharsis, though I’m still scared, and in some ways still lost (job/career advice anyone?), at least I know that I’m making the right decisions for me at a very deep level, if only I could deal with my everyday issues now.
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