My aunt Susan left me a won­der­ful com­ment on my last post,

Hmmmm. It’s a big world to fit into. Try some­thing else. You know we’re behind you. Love, Susan

I really am lucky that I have such an amaz­ing fam­ily, but even still, I feel like I’ve either already run out, or any very close to run­ning out of time to do any­thing mean­ing­ful with my life, and by now, I know that I can’t just fall into the prag­matic herd men­tal­ity that our soci­ety seems to require.

So what else should I try now? Where else should I go? Please, some­body, if you know, help me out, because I’m lost.

Its clear to me that I’ll never grow as a per­son stay­ing where I am, but at the same time I’m totally inca­pable of sup­port­ing myself, so where does that leave me?