Archive for August, 2006

hello past… nice to see you…

how nice of you to stay back where you belong and not bother me, after all, life has been going at least marginally ok the last couple of years.

oh the wonders of introspective thoughts…

it is nearly insurmountable for me to find the words necessary to adequately explain the level of disconnection that i feel in regards to modern society.

when the one outlet by which i am normally able to bring myself peace, albeit temporary peace but peace nonetheless, written word, escapes me, i am left to ponder if everything i have thought was right, is in fact still so.

i have come to accept that the means by which i find myself for a short term re-connected with society are wholly destructive, and yet i cannot free myself of said vices.

how is it that one finds their own personal harmony? i accept that harmony and happiness are not the same, and i do not crave happiness, merely harmony, balance, oneness with my own essence.